I.
the wild men of pearl jam-
pure engery

in the hearts
of the children listenting

as the
lead singer climbs
the rafters
jumps to his
death,
(a heroic death)
better that than
a kiss from a shotgun.

The singer jumps
the children catch him-
Alive

II.
 Kurt said
your band wasn't


MTV awards
there he was
possessed-
possessed

arms raised in a V
and the dead lay in pools of maroon below"

I still want that brown corduroy
jacket

that one song

there is that one song that i
keep hearing

it is sincere in its love
i want to share it with you
but its such sad song

it makes me happy

things have been rough

things have been rough around
here.

they have not been the kindest.

they have not been compassionate.

they lack human warmth or a mothers love.

In the schools there is a saying.

You get what you get and don't get upset.

okay I won't get upset.

But depression only leads
to not getting upset about anything
including
the end of breathing

I will breath and I will get upset.

When it get better I will hug someone.